Post by nemus_amaranthi on Nov 7, 2012 12:53:31 GMT
My biggest fears don't lie with death, disease or isolation. My fears are far more difficult to express and avoid, as I grow older and really start to look at society in general, what we look at but don't see, I conclude that this generation and the generation to come will never know peace, they will never be free.
The world I see is manufactured, our enemies are manufactured, even our past and future is engineered so that we can only learn what we are given as 'approved' literature or ideas.
The study of the occult and studying resources available today is the only thing that I see as the pursuit of truth and enlightenment.
I will only appreciate what comes from within, what I have independently arrived at. I am terrified and disgusted with how resource is used today, the education systems are deliberate to eliminate independent thought and ensure that there is always the elite and the inferior.
I have considered myself a failure for a long time, but only because I am criticising the version of success that has been taught to me by the elite.
peer pressure and teenage angst is very odd in the West. It claims rebellion against authority and liberates youth, but is a blatant parody of the very opposite. We are then conditioned into what is acceptable and what is excluding, we become the brands that we are forced by the alteration of the perception of fear, that if we don't buy certain things, we can't have basic human needs or be successful and so because we don't like to make a fuss, we keep quiet and it isn't until we are confronted by people who really do care about us, that we begin to see how pointless everything is that we have strived to walk the line with for years, looking for unattainable perfection, only to be foiled by the powers that be every time and when we realise this, we have forgotten and repressed the initial causes of this course we have taken.
We often have hindsight about regrets, but instead of trying to drop this destructive behaviour ourselves, we turn to others for help, as we have never been independant, we will always repeat what we know, whether it is good or bad for us.
The main shoulders to cry on are those more successful, parasites that manipulate others inadequacies in order to feel more sophisticated, pimps of the majority that crave status.
The others include drug dealers, and i'm not just referring to the scum bags on street corners, but GP's and Doctors, Psychiatric practitioners and marketers of drug companies. We surrender our consciousness to them, playing right into the regression to block out realisations that all of your life has been an illusion, that you have lived by the standards prophesied by Pop Stars, Movie Stars and Chat Show Hosts, social networking sites that all are designed to subtly distract you and deliver the pursuit of status, only the strong survive in this world, we shouldn't work together, we have to police ourselves like the Gestapo from Nazi Germany.
The basic need of those in control, who decide what they want use to believe so we consume and don't ask questions and conform is that they don't want us to bother and see our own, as our enemy, that if we saw anything other than this, would be their demise, they know that there are more of us than them and that if we had the ability to see that we are humble and individuals capable of recognizing our humility, we could turn over every stone and refuse to abide by their so called laws that are designed to be overly complicated and to make us afraid of intelligence and the way they spin and misinterpret peaceful religious doctrines in order to commit mass murder and genocide, that it all seems easier to just tune out, sell out and kop out to be successful.
If we saw that we could live off natural resources and environmentally friendly technology that is conveniently overpriced and undersold, we could see that money is just a tool of misantropic greed.
The basic economics of supply and demand are easily engineered by conveniently suppressing commodities just long enough to increase their value to the end consumer. The worst of these of course is fuel. We are told of a new bogeyman every year, that we need to invade this place and solve an unsolvable problem that is created by the very structure of finance, that just because the new bogeyman hasn't surrendered itself to the system, that works essentially like musical chairs, that someone has to lose out so the system can continue to corrupt the consumer, that whilst this is going on, we are told that fuel is now in low supply, rationed and is possibly not obtainable anymore.
We lie back and accept it, because we can't prove anything else, even if something is discovered to prove that it is all false, the media is always at hand to distract the masses just long enough to forget this and the prices just keep rising and we just accept this as 'economics'.
Why I am telling anyone this, I don't really know. It doesn't anger me, i'm guilty off all the above too, but I know now that I can never just believe what i'm seeing on TV, I prefer to study something I want to, like the occult, cooking, travel the world and learn new languages and cultures, but in the back of my mind I know this is all just me distracting myself from far more important issues, that will affect me, but worse than this, the next generation, our children.
If we really care about legacy and the future, we should be coming together to form a new nation or society that encourages the individual and basic human needs and not about putting this second to make money and drain resources unnecessarily.
We have the resource for change, we have shrunk this world with communication over the internet, it is now even cheaper than ever and we can form such community over the internet.
I would be interested to hear from people who have any thought of how, if this is possible, it could work.
Please feel free to post any thoughts about this over the forum.
The world I see is manufactured, our enemies are manufactured, even our past and future is engineered so that we can only learn what we are given as 'approved' literature or ideas.
The study of the occult and studying resources available today is the only thing that I see as the pursuit of truth and enlightenment.
I will only appreciate what comes from within, what I have independently arrived at. I am terrified and disgusted with how resource is used today, the education systems are deliberate to eliminate independent thought and ensure that there is always the elite and the inferior.
I have considered myself a failure for a long time, but only because I am criticising the version of success that has been taught to me by the elite.
peer pressure and teenage angst is very odd in the West. It claims rebellion against authority and liberates youth, but is a blatant parody of the very opposite. We are then conditioned into what is acceptable and what is excluding, we become the brands that we are forced by the alteration of the perception of fear, that if we don't buy certain things, we can't have basic human needs or be successful and so because we don't like to make a fuss, we keep quiet and it isn't until we are confronted by people who really do care about us, that we begin to see how pointless everything is that we have strived to walk the line with for years, looking for unattainable perfection, only to be foiled by the powers that be every time and when we realise this, we have forgotten and repressed the initial causes of this course we have taken.
We often have hindsight about regrets, but instead of trying to drop this destructive behaviour ourselves, we turn to others for help, as we have never been independant, we will always repeat what we know, whether it is good or bad for us.
The main shoulders to cry on are those more successful, parasites that manipulate others inadequacies in order to feel more sophisticated, pimps of the majority that crave status.
The others include drug dealers, and i'm not just referring to the scum bags on street corners, but GP's and Doctors, Psychiatric practitioners and marketers of drug companies. We surrender our consciousness to them, playing right into the regression to block out realisations that all of your life has been an illusion, that you have lived by the standards prophesied by Pop Stars, Movie Stars and Chat Show Hosts, social networking sites that all are designed to subtly distract you and deliver the pursuit of status, only the strong survive in this world, we shouldn't work together, we have to police ourselves like the Gestapo from Nazi Germany.
The basic need of those in control, who decide what they want use to believe so we consume and don't ask questions and conform is that they don't want us to bother and see our own, as our enemy, that if we saw anything other than this, would be their demise, they know that there are more of us than them and that if we had the ability to see that we are humble and individuals capable of recognizing our humility, we could turn over every stone and refuse to abide by their so called laws that are designed to be overly complicated and to make us afraid of intelligence and the way they spin and misinterpret peaceful religious doctrines in order to commit mass murder and genocide, that it all seems easier to just tune out, sell out and kop out to be successful.
If we saw that we could live off natural resources and environmentally friendly technology that is conveniently overpriced and undersold, we could see that money is just a tool of misantropic greed.
The basic economics of supply and demand are easily engineered by conveniently suppressing commodities just long enough to increase their value to the end consumer. The worst of these of course is fuel. We are told of a new bogeyman every year, that we need to invade this place and solve an unsolvable problem that is created by the very structure of finance, that just because the new bogeyman hasn't surrendered itself to the system, that works essentially like musical chairs, that someone has to lose out so the system can continue to corrupt the consumer, that whilst this is going on, we are told that fuel is now in low supply, rationed and is possibly not obtainable anymore.
We lie back and accept it, because we can't prove anything else, even if something is discovered to prove that it is all false, the media is always at hand to distract the masses just long enough to forget this and the prices just keep rising and we just accept this as 'economics'.
Why I am telling anyone this, I don't really know. It doesn't anger me, i'm guilty off all the above too, but I know now that I can never just believe what i'm seeing on TV, I prefer to study something I want to, like the occult, cooking, travel the world and learn new languages and cultures, but in the back of my mind I know this is all just me distracting myself from far more important issues, that will affect me, but worse than this, the next generation, our children.
If we really care about legacy and the future, we should be coming together to form a new nation or society that encourages the individual and basic human needs and not about putting this second to make money and drain resources unnecessarily.
We have the resource for change, we have shrunk this world with communication over the internet, it is now even cheaper than ever and we can form such community over the internet.
I would be interested to hear from people who have any thought of how, if this is possible, it could work.
Please feel free to post any thoughts about this over the forum.